Space Traveler Discloses Emotional Distress Following Deluge of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also featured well-known figures.
The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who became the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a online statement, describing a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the period after the flight.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on gynecological science and operated research during the flight, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her heritage – was drowned out under the deluge of sexist vitriol.
She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
Finding Solid Ground
In the time since reaching space, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the well-wishers whose kindness pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she wrote.
She noted that amid the criticism, considerable good had resulted from the experience, including spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The team of pioneers also featured experts in various fields.
The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.
